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[21 Jan 2004|09:36pm]
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[17 Jan 2004|05:30pm]


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[15 Jan 2004|07:20pm]
**1. By what name do you know me?

2. For how long have we been friends?

3. What song reminds you of me?

4. What thought/ inside joke belongs to us?

5. What makes me unlike anyone you know?

6. What is my best quality?

7. What part of you do I bring out?

8. Where do you see me in ten years?

9. What's one thing about me you don't understand, and wish you did?

10. How do you think I'm going to die?

11. What colors/scents/pictures/sounds remind you of me?

12. What's your favorite memory of a time we shared?

13. Tell me, am I a good friend?

14. Do you find me attractive?

15. Would you date me?

16. Would you kiss me?

17. What's one thing you don't like about me?

18. Can you see us as friends twenty years from now?

19. What's my favorite band?

20. What would we do with a car full of gas and an entire day to ourselves?
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[14 Jan 2004|12:05am]

*****ALEE REEVES*****

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[14 Jan 2004|12:00am]
**today was a little on the wild side. but overall... things were good. i hung out with Katie McGuire for a while after school today. it's good to catch up on things. i miss our last year together lol. then tonight i got to hang out with Jonathan, Heather, Astin, Sparky-man, and Jon's friend Mike. it was cool. we just messed around and took some pics. (they are posted on sparkman's journal ha). but tomorrow is looking hectic. so i think im gonna head off to bed. that way i can get an early start on whatever the rising sun's day might bring. late!** xoxo <333
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[12 Jan 2004|11:18pm]
**so today Heather decides to have another near death experience... well it could have been. ha. we get to Astin's house after school, and this weirdo decides she wants to go surfing. Astin and i both let her know that the idea was a little on the crazy side. however she insisted. so we went out to the beach. she had no wetsuit at all what so ever. i knew she would freeze. but she begged to differ. lol. so... she comes out and starts shaking madly. so we take her to base, where like 2 abulences and a fire and police truck and everything show up. it was wild. they took her to the hospital where my mom and dad work. so i had to go let them know what had happened and then back down to the ER to see my schmooksy poo. lol. she was okay by then. so many wires everywhere. i couldn't tell what went where. note to everyone... if you're going to surf in the middle of January, WEAR A WETSUIT!!!! lol. i stil <3 you heather! late! ~Lexa**

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happy little me. ha [11 Jan 2004|01:13am]
[ mood | excited ]

**Today was more than great!**

i hope i get off restriction soon. lol. late! xoxo <333
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[09 Jan 2004|11:50pm]


i just wish it didn't have to end so soon.

xoxo <333
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[09 Jan 2004|12:33am]
[ mood | happy ]


Jonathan... im glad we worked everything out. you mean everything to me. ;) xoxo <3<3<3

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[08 Jan 2004|05:46pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]

** i woke up today, ready to take on the world. however all of thse fuckers shot me down. again i ask you all... what the fuck is so wrong with me that i can never be good enough. im never right. just to get things clear with you all... i do have feelings, and i do eventually grow to trust people. it doesn't mean take advantage of that and fuck with me! it's times like these when i find myself surrounded by a bunch of fucking happy assholes. and that brings along the feeling of wanting death beside me. who knows... could become my best friend. im not put on this god forsaken earth to be treated like shit and im not going to put up with it. if you're not in my life for good reasons, please leave. thats not directed towards one person... but to all of you. if you've got shit to throw... throw it somewhere else. i don't fucking deserve it from you!** </3> I'D RATHER FUCKING DIE!</h3>

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[08 Jan 2004|05:22pm]
**i'm glad i have the big sign on my forehead that says FUCK ME OVER AND BREAK MY HEART! i'm sick of always being the one who is there as the wall holding everyone else up while they overcome their problems... then when things are finally better they knock me down and forget who i am. i'm sick of always being fucked over. i'm sick of all of this bullshit! if it isn't there, why waste the time? i thought maybe for once things would be different. but i guess i was wrong. how could i be so stupid as to believe that what good i had found would last? not for me! nothing ever does! FUCK EVERYONE!**
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[08 Jan 2004|04:04pm]
[ mood | calm ]

01. Fallen for your best friend? No
02. Made out with JUST a friend? Yeah
03. Been rejected? no. luckily. if i dont think i have a chance at all, i give up early.
04. Been in love? Yeah
05. Been in lust? yeah
06. Used someone? no
07. Been used? probably. im the one who apparantly "has no feelings."
08. Cheated on someone? unfortunately yes.
09. Been cheated on? once that i know of. but it wasnt that bad.
10. Been kissed? yes
11. Done something you regret? no. i dont live with regret. but yes i could have made some better choices with certain things.

Who was the last person...
12. You touched? -Physically? i don't know. i took a shower not too long ago. so i guess me.
13. You talked to? Stephanie Mimms
14. You hugged? dont know.
15. You instant messaged? god i have no idea.
16. Kissed? Jon
17. You had sex with? James (so its definitely been a while).
18. You yelled at? my mom probably
19. You laughed with? Blair Bassett
20. You had a crush on? Jon
21. Broke your heart? James (asshole)
22. Color your hair? huh?
23. Have tattoos? not yet. hopefully soon for my birthday.
24. Piercings? a few.
25. Floss daily? no lol it's bad but im too lazy.
26. Own a webcam? Yeah
27. Ever get off the damn computer? yeah

General Questions
40. Considered a life of crime? not a life of crime.
41. Considered being a hooker? No
42. Considered being a pimp? bitch i am a fuckin pimp! ha no i havent really considered it.
43. Are you psycho? no
44. Split personalities? nope
45. Schizophrenic? nope
46. Obsessive? nope.
47. Obsessive compulsive? most definitely lol it sucks.
48. Panic? nope.
49. Anxiety? not really.
50. Depressed? yeah sometimes i am.
51. Suicidal? Nope
52. Obsessed with Hate? No. i hate to hate.
53. Dream of mutilated bodies? no.
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? im not jeffery dommer. shit. lol
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? california
56. What would you be doing? i'd be at the beach
58. What are you listening to? my sister play guitar.
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? not that i know of.
60. Chicken or fish? definitely chicken. i hate Fish
61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? eskimos ha

62. Current Clothes: jeans and a dark blus shirt.
63. Current Mood: calm
64. Current Taste: gum
65. Current Hair: short and black
66. Current Annoyance: school
67. Current Smell: just the air. no smell really.
68. Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping
69. Current Desktop Picture: thursday dove.
70. Current Favorite Group: dont really know.
71. Current Book: helter skelter
72. Current DVD In Player: finding nemo
73. Current Refreshment: mr. misty from dairy queen. (i love those things).
74. Current Worry: i have a few
75. Current Favorite Celebrity: Orlando Bloom

76. Food: steak and mashed potatoes, or shrimp alfredo.
77. Drink: pepsi
78. Color: pink
79. Shoes: chucks
80. Candy: starburst
81. Animal: eskimo
82. Movie: grease 2
83. Dance: ballet
84. Vegetable: potatoes

85. What do you want to be when you get older?: forensic scientist
86. Married?: yes.
87. Kids?: one
88. Living Where?: wherever life may take me.

This or That:
89. Gay or straight: straight
90. Boxers or Briefs: Boxers
91. Reading or Writing: i love both
92. Basketball or Baseball: baseball
93. Walking or Running: walking
94. Left or Right: im obsessive compulsive. so its always got to be even lol
95. TV Shows or Movies: movies.
96. Britney or Christina: britney
97. Rap or Rock: rock
98. Day or Night: Night ** xoxo <333

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Alexandra G. Reeves?? eh? [07 Jan 2004|10:56pm]


OnLy 2 mOrE yEaRs tO Go!!! lol then i can move out. ha. late!** xoxo <333
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[07 Jan 2004|06:29pm]
[ mood | content ]

**Series One...: Basics
---> Name: Alee
---> Birthday: 1-9-88
---> Birth Place: Jacksonville…florida
---> Current Location: jacksonville florida
---> Eye Color: green
---> Hair Color: black
---> Righty or Lefty: righty
---> Zodiac Sign: capricorn
---> Innie or Outtie: innie

Series 2 : Describe

---> Your Heritage: all american
---> The Shoes You Wore Today: chucks
---> Your Hair: is naturally curly. but you will usually see me with it down and strait. when its curly, i usually just throw it up somehow.

---> Your Eyes: are green

---> Your Weakness: talking back to my parents
---> Your Fears: i don't really fear much. i just don't like some things. like bugs lizards, snakes etc.
---> Your Perfect Pizza: just pepperoni
---> One Thing You'd Like To Achieve: my life-long goal of getting to college, and becoming a forensic scientist.

Series 3: What is
---> Your most overused phrase on AIM/MSN: lol
---> Your thoughts first waking up: is it friday yet?
---> The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes
---> Your best physical features: my teeth
---> Your bedtime: usually not before 1:00 am
---> Your greatest accomplishment: i loved it when i knew the definition to a word that even my english teacher did not know. (he's extremely intelligent too). ha
---> Your best memory: there are a lot of good memories.

Do you...
---> Smoke: cigarettes. (sadly to say)
---> Cuss: a little too much sometimes.
---> Sing well: umm... you be the judge. i dont think im bad at it. i am however shy when it comes to doing it in front of others. (singing that is). :)
---> Take a shower everyday: yep. sometimes twice if im bored enough.
---> Like middle school: no. i hated it \.
---> Want to get married: yeah. eventually.
---> Type with your fingers on the right key: no way lol i type however the fuck my fingers feel like working at the time.
---> Believe in yourself: every once in a while. but not usually.
---> Get motion sickness: nope
---> Think you're attractive: i don't. but i have a really low self-esteem. so again you would have to be the judge of that one.

---> Think you're a health freak: definitely not. i live on junk. i think thats why im so fat ha
---> Like thunderstorms: yes. the hard rain makes me feel comfortable, and it helps me fall asleep.
---> Play an instrument: piano.

Series 6 - In the Past Month, Did/Have You
---> Drank alcohol: yes
---> Smoke(d): yes
---> Done a drug: nope
---> Made Out: yes
---> Go on a date: it depends what you consider a date.
---> Go to the mall?: yes
---> Been on stage: no
---> Been dumped: no
---> Gone skating: I can't skate wprth shit. so in that case... NO!
---> Made homemade cookies: no
---> Been in love: no
---> Gone skinny dipping: not in the past month
---> Dyed your hair: yes
---> Stolen anything: nope

Series 4 - Have you Ever?
---> Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes. more than once.
---> If so, was it mixed company: yes
---> Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
---> Been caught "doing something": yes
---> Gotten beaten up: nope.
---> Changed who you were to fit in: no. im not one to care about what people think of me. therefor i need not change around them. if they don't like me... oh well. in my opinion... im not losing anything at all.

The Future
---> Age you hope to be married: don't know. depends on when i know for sure that im with the person i want to be with forever. i don't like the whole divorce situation. it screws up a lot of shit.
---> Numbers and Names of Children: i only want one baby. Jackson if it's a boy. and Baylee if it's a girl. or maybe sally. i've always liked that name a lot. but its only found in teachers examples. lol. i like the name Layla as well. a guy i used to be friends with called me that, because he said i looked like a layla to him. ha. i guess it just sorta stuck.
---> What age do you want to die: whenever i die. i haven't really thought of an age that i wish to die yet.

---> What do you want to be when you grow up: forensic scientist
---> What country would you most like to visit: italy

---> Current Mood: content
---> Current Taste: nothing.. gum. (extra polar ice to be exact)
---> Current Annoyance: nagging parents. (although for once in my life i can actually say that they are being pretty cool so far tonight).
---> Current Smell: lucky you on myself lol
---> Current thing you ought to be doing: cleaning my room or taking a shower probably.
---> Current Desktop Picture: the dove from Thursday
---> Current Favorite Groups: ..... there are a few?.....
---> Current Book: finishing Julius Caesar.
---> Current VHS in player: we do DVDs.
---> Current Worry: Heather.** xoxo <333

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oh my.. [06 Jan 2004|10:00pm]
**"they who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night."** -Edgar Allan Poe

man he was such a brilliant writer. my favorite. xoxo <333
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so today i make use of my lonely self. [06 Jan 2004|02:22pm]
[ mood | awake ]

**so my fat ass is sitting at home suspended for going to taco bell. what to do? i hope everyone else is enjoying their days back at sandalwood. i am actually making use of myself today. i have been cleaning and doing laundry all day long. i think i may workout as well. i had hoped to catch up with heather for a bit, however i have yet to speak with her. i have to go clean my hampster's cage. he is fucking lazy. i called him out so i could pick up the cage... and he fell asleep halfway out. i love that. he reminds me of myself most of the time. ha. late!** xoxo <333

p.s.~ of course i am going to call Jonathan and make the ending of his horoscope come true. ;)

p.p.s.~hey Heather... "ACE!" 'cause its the highest card in my deck! ;) lol love you! -Lexa

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[05 Jan 2004|03:05pm]


** xoxo <333 Alexandra
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if no one else answers this... at least Kara better. cause i was the first one to answer her demands [04 Jan 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | amused ]

**1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? ** xoxo <333

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i just want to say... [03 Jan 2004|07:03pm]
[ mood | sorry ]


forgive me baby? xoxo <333
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what is so wrong with me? [03 Jan 2004|12:25am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

**I wish someone would tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. everytime someone has a problem with me or something that i have done. they dont want to talk about it. i just cant seem to understand why that is so. im sick of always not knowing what people think, and im sick of always having to be the last one to know whats going on. especially when its envolving me anyways. so could someone please just do me the favor of telling me WHAT THE FUCK MY PROBLEM IS!!!???!!!¿¿¿!!! then at least i would better understand things. jesus forgive me if thats too much to fucking ask for.** -Alee

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